@halfhindu

jadorepreciado:

excuse me but since when did music become this big competition about taste and stuff why can’t we just listen to what we want to if you like bieber go listen to him if you like led zeppelin go ahead listen to them if you like my chem go ahead listen to them fuck if you like sex sounds made by whales go ahead listen to it music is supposed to be fun

I’m feeling awful tonight,and tomorrow I’m going to be told,in numerical values & percentages how awful I exactly am.

I don’t know whether I have slowly lost my intelligence or whether work has become much harder. Either way mostly everyone is managing well but I am not. Even the ones doing a little badly right now will do well in the end. I don’t like to call it a competition but that is what it is. One big contest.
The worst part is the gleeful,nasty look they get when they know you aren’t doing so well.

I don’t want to put down the reason for my deterioration as my sickness. That is a scapegoat used one too many times. I am tired.

But I must find a way somehow. It isn’t as if I’ve a choice.

I hate it when people have so many expectations from me without fully understanding what I go through. It isn’t as if they really care that I do well; they just expect & judge so forth.

I feel so alone.

Someone I love very much is slowly dying and my mother is preoccupied with her. But I need help too,I can’t carry on alone.

I listen to a lot of music I don’t know if I’ll have to give that up too in the name of studying harder - I don’t think I could . I feel as if not even the one I love most really cares.

Everything is such a cut-throat rat race.

elizabitchtaylor:

Yes, I support traditional marriage. A union between one middle-aged man and a 13-year-old girl for a dowry of eighteen cows.

populardad:

there is a difference between people who are smart and people who get good grades